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Kalia

I was a PK who loved Jesus but got into a lot of partying, questioning my sexuality, witchcraft — just looking for anything and everything, feeling like I had to choose between being Hawaiian and being a follower of Jesus. I was living in sin and calling myself a Christian at the same time.

Chelsea

I was full of pride and false wisdom — earthly, soulish, demonic. I thought Christianity was too basic and the Bible was used to control people. I tried every religion apart from Jesus, dabbling in witchcraft, voodoo, shamanism, and ayahuasca since childhood, looking for peace and healing.

Jessica

I was a master-level Reiki practitioner, yoga teacher trained in India, lived at a Buddhist center, and genuinely believed I was on a path of love and light, helping people and searching for truth. I thought I'd found it.

Leticia

I was that spiritual girl — religion was not for me. I shunned the Bible, got tarot readings, did crystal meditations, and forever cycled through relationships getting heartbroken. I knew of God but I certainly didn't know him.

Maria

I was smiling on the outside but deep inside I was going through so much darkness. I was a normal kid on the outside, but I was tormented by voices telling me to kill myself and harm people I loved, and nobody knew.

Alene

I was a proud, self-sufficient woman who had a baby at 16, survived two divorces, practiced Islam for seven years, then Santeria and Hinduism — trying everything to protect myself and find love, but I was just not alive.

Nia

I was a dark-skinned girl who hated herself, always trying to be validated by people around me, living a lifestyle I shouldn't have been living. I changed my eye color, my hair, chased relationships — but I always had a big friend group and felt so empty inside.

Michaela

I was a witch, a yoga teacher, a stripper, and a shaman leading people on psychedelic trips. I called myself mindful Michaela. I was blaspheming Jesus on YouTube and filling every void with drugs, sex, and money — and I still felt completely alone.

Andrea

I was a stripper, deep into drugs and alcohol, running from an abusive relationship, feeling cursed — like everything I touched went bad and I had no control of my life. I felt like a no one with no purpose.

Nathan

I was a drug dealer selling pounds of marijuana, cocaine, and MDMA, addicted to everything, going through the motions at church and yoga meetups, with no idea who I was. My whole life was a lie — nobody around me knew the real me.

Paul

I was an atheist who mocked my pastor parents, thought church was a money-making fairy tale, and spent my life drinking, partying, and gaming. Later I got into yoga and New Age spirituality, believing I was God and could manifest everything.

Ron

I was a scrawny burnout hippie — Jewish by birth, Buddhist by practice, wannabe shaman — smoking two and a half packs a day, doing hallucinogenics, living on the road with a woman I had nothing in common with, and I couldn't hold a thought in a bucket.