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Andrea

I was a stripper, deep into drugs and alcohol, running from an abusive relationship, feeling cursed — like everything I touched went bad and I had no control of my life. I felt like a no one with no purpose.

Tomas

I was a porn actor, director, and producer — full of vanity and pride, worshipping money and my body, convinced I was better than other people. I truly thought those things made me better. I had killed every sense of morality within myself.

Michaela

I was a witch, a yoga teacher, a stripper, and a shaman leading people on psychedelic trips. I called myself mindful Michaela. I was blaspheming Jesus on YouTube and filling every void with drugs, sex, and money — and I still felt completely alone.

Victoria

I was a drug-taking, hustle-obsessed business girl running an OnlyFans porn agency, crying every day, staying awake for days on cocaine, convinced I was too far gone and unlovable — just desperately trying to finally matter.

Jade

I was a functioning alcoholic doing cocaine, sleeping around, deep in the New Age — spirit guides, crystals, Reiki, ayahuasca — telling everyone meditation was amazing while my life was an absolute mess. I hated myself and didn't care if I died.

James

I was a porn addict, a drug addict, a pack-a-day smoker putting down a 12-pack a day, a failed husband, and a man who had built his whole life around getting people to accept him. I called myself an atheist but I was really just drowning in rejection.

Leticia

I was that spiritual girl — religion was not for me. I shunned the Bible, got tarot readings, did crystal meditations, and forever cycled through relationships getting heartbroken. I knew of God but I certainly didn't know him.

Sean

I was a violent, rage-addicted construction foreman — drinking, doing drugs, abusing my wife and kids, threatening men with hammers. I gave away my own name and became a monster. I didn't want to know who God was. I figured I was on my own and that was enough.

Britney

I was searching for love in all the wrong places. I believed that if I was in a relationship I was valuable, and if I was having sex with somebody that meant I was worthy. I was a porn performer for seven years, a drug addict, plagued with suicidal thoughts, and I hated everything about waking up.

Neil

I was a bitter, cynical, selfish Jewish atheist. I had a 40-year pornography addiction, I was buying sex from women, lying to everyone, and stuffing it all down behind a mask. I didn't believe in God and I had no idea how to love anyone.

David

I was a master manipulator who could twist any situation and make it someone else's fault. I hated myself so much I provoked people to beat me and bashed my own head in private. I worked nonstop trying to fill a void that success could never touch.

Steph

I was a law student raised in chaos, addicted to opioids and alcohol since 14, deep in New Age and tarot, in a violent relationship, blacklisted by my family — raising myself, convinced I could fix everything on my own, but dead inside.