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Dui

I was a spiritual coach called Summer — a false identity I built from scratch — running women's circles, doing witchcraft, plant medicine, and channeling spirit guides, while hiding years of prostitution, rape, and shame so deep I pretended it never happened.

Michaela

I was a witch, a yoga teacher, a stripper, and a shaman leading people on psychedelic trips. I called myself mindful Michaela. I was blaspheming Jesus on YouTube and filling every void with drugs, sex, and money — and I still felt completely alone.

Amaya

I was a new age influencer, belly dancer, and feminine embodiment coach — half naked, smoking weed every day for seven years, having sex outside marriage, following false Gnostic christs, and going around pretending I wasn't lost or broken when it was a complete fabrication.

Jade

I was a functioning alcoholic doing cocaine, sleeping around, deep in the New Age — spirit guides, crystals, Reiki, ayahuasca — telling everyone meditation was amazing while my life was an absolute mess. I hated myself and didn't care if I died.

Kim

I was a spiritual seeker from Manchester — open-minded, into psychedelics, shamanic healing, and plant medicine. I didn't want religion, I just wanted God. I thought ayahuasca was the answer to my depression and the healing the world needed.

Alex

I grew up in China never hearing the gospel, programmed to think religion was outdated and unscientific. I moved to the US, got into New Age spirituality, tarot cards, breathwork, meditation, and psychedelics — all trying to heal and fill a void of love I'd carried since childhood.

Chelsea

I was full of pride and false wisdom — earthly, soulish, demonic. I thought Christianity was too basic and the Bible was used to control people. I tried every religion apart from Jesus, dabbling in witchcraft, voodoo, shamanism, and ayahuasca since childhood, looking for peace and healing.

Christa

I was a shamanic healer and love addict cobbling together an identity from tarot, spirit guides, and relationships with men. I was in pain all the time — like an open canker sore — and I was convinced I was working for the light while I was actually an agent of the enemy.

Richard

I was a drug dealer making over a hundred grand a month, a Navy sailor selling pounds of weed through the mail, robbing stores, sleeping with multiple women, drinking four to five days a week, and training to become a warlock — always getting away with everything, always empty.

Chris

I was a software engineer and startup guy who rejected Christianity as antiquated, then spent years trying every psychedelic, energy healer, Buddhist retreat, and New Age practice I could find, convinced I could engineer my way to enlightenment and heal my grief on my own terms.

Joshua

I was a born-again Christian two and a half years into walking with Jesus, doing street evangelism, casting out demons, seeing miracles — but secretly questioning whether Jesus was really the only way, and curious whether psychedelics could give me deeper spiritual truth.