Dui

“I was a spiritual coach running women's witchcraft circles when I took plant medicine, went into full psychosis, and my spirit went straight to hell — and the only word that came out of my mouth was Jesus.”

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What they struggled with

Occult involvement Demonic oppression Shame Father wound Loneliness / isolation Drug addiction Human trafficking

False refuges

Searching for love New age Plant medicine Occult practices Identity / performance

What this story reveals about God

Relentless pursuit Unconditional love Patience Healer Restorer Father's heart

Religious background

New Age / spirituality

Main testimony theme

Secondary theme

Deliverance and freedom

How they came to faith

Supernatural encounter Hitting rock bottom

Content advisory

Before you watch

This testimony contains graphic descriptions of sexual assault, prostitution beginning at age 17, psychedelic drug use, and a vivid encounter with hell during an Ayahuasca ceremony. What makes it extraordinary is not only the darkness but the precision of what broke through it — a single name, spoken in desperation, that changed everything.

What this story teaches

People can be deeply spiritual — leading others, running retreats, feeling tapped into something real — and still be completely lost. Spiritual hunger is not the same as knowing God, and the enemy is very willing to feed that hunger with counterfeits that feel like healing.

How God moved

Go Deeper

People can be deeply spiritual — leading others, running retreats, feeling tapped into something real — and still be completely lost. Spiritual hunger is not the same as knowing God, and the enemy is very willing to feed that hunger with counterfeits that feel like healing.

What you can take from this

If you have been using spiritual practices, self-help, or a reinvented identity to outrun something painful in your past, stop this week and ask Jesus specifically to come into that memory — not to fix it from the outside, but to walk into it with you.

Identity theft

That's when Satan really stole my identity. I changed my name from Dui to Summer and created this whole new identity. I was living in a false identity under the name Summer for 5 years. I was honestly too ashamed to go back to my Vietnamese name.

Counterfeit spirituality

I got introduced to a lot of different modalities — Reiki, energy healing, tarot cards, astrology, crystals, witchcraft — and I was on this emotional high. I was finally finding myself. Little did I know that was worshiping other gods and other spirits.

Progressive entrapment

For the next 5 years I basically did a lot of plant medicine — psilocybin, San Pedro, Ayahuasca. Every time I would do these drugs I would feel like I'm getting more and more spiritual. That just fed more into my ego and my pride, my spiritual ego.

Counterfeit spirituality

I signed up to a spiritual business coach who was making millions of dollars channeling these spirit guides. Little did I know that it was essentially a cult of people just channeling demons.

Shame spiral

I was so ashamed from those experiences. I literally blamed myself and I couldn't even say the word rape until Jesus saved me. I just kept it to myself and suppressed that trauma so deep. Those years where I kept it a secret built up a lot of shame and guilt.

Unnamed entity

My spirit went straight to hell. I was literally in hell and the amount of fear there I would not wish on my worst enemies. All these entities were attacking me. These demons were attacking me and tormenting me.

1

The only thing that could come out of my mouth was Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. Until the words 'Jesus is my Lord and Savior' came out of my mouth. That's when Jesus encountered me.

2

I did a full 180 for my business. I completely repented and renounced it. I stopped it immediately. I went straight to the Bible. I threw all my new age books away and just turned straight to the Bible.

3

He took me on a journey for a month to fully show me what happened and integrate what happened. Two, three months of deliverance and deep healing.

4

He literally came down on me. The Holy Spirit came down and Jesus came into that memory and held my hand and literally walked me out of there. And I fully felt the shift of the pain lifting out of me and I forgave my perpetrator.

5

The day after the radical encounter with Jesus, I went home and literally completely forgiven my father. Any resentment, any abandonment were like gone. It was like done and dusted there and then. And my relationship with him has been amazing since.

Speaker herself uses the Moses parting the Red Sea image to describe the light of God blasting away the darkness of hell during her conversion moment.

Like Paul, Dui was actively moving away from Christ and was stopped by a direct divine encounter that reversed her entire life direction instantly.

Speaker left home, built a false identity in a far country, hit rock bottom, and returned — with full family reconciliation following her return to God.

Dui's Christian Walk

Completely forgave her father the day after her encounter — all resentment and abandonment feelings gone instantly — and their relationship has been amazing since. Reconciled with her mother after a few months, now having an amazing relationship. God is restoring her relationships with her sister and brother. She can think about her rapist and smile, which she describes as the real miracle healing of Jesus.

from that day forward I was a follower of Jesus and I knew then that Jesus is God, the true living God

the spiritual business, witchcraft practices, and new age identity — she stopped immediately and threw all her new age books away; and the suppressed trauma of rape that lifted when Jesus came into the memory and held her hand

Freed from witchcraft, worshiping the moon, new age practices, plant medicine, psilocybin, Ayahuasca, tarot cards, crystals, Reiki, energy healing, light language, somatic dancing, channeling spirit guides, a false identity as Summer, and the deep suppressed trauma of rape and prostitution that nothing else could heal.

Prayer

Is today your day?

Yes — I'm Ready

Absolutely, He will.

You don't have to figure everything out right now.

You don't need to have all the answers.

If something stirred in your heart while you were watching or reading — that's not nothing.

That is the Holy Spirit gently knocking on the door of your heart.

Stay right here. There's no rush. The Spirit doesn't pressure or hurry.

Watch another video. Read a little more. Take your time.

When you're ready — even if “ready” just means a little curious — Jesus is ready to meet you.

You don't have to clean up your life first.

You don't have to pass any test.

You only need to say a simple “yes” to Him.

He will take care of the rest.

“So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”

Luke 11:9

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