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James

I was a porn addict, a drug addict, a pack-a-day smoker putting down a 12-pack a day, a failed husband, and a man who had built his whole life around getting people to accept him. I called myself an atheist but I was really just drowning in rejection.

Chobby

I was a Triad branch leader — Chinese Mafia — recruited at 13, expelled from school, managing recruitment and territory by 15. I believed protection was love, and the gang gave me what my violent father never did. I was a member for life. That was who I was.

Kalia

I was a PK who loved Jesus but got into a lot of partying, questioning my sexuality, witchcraft — just looking for anything and everything, feeling like I had to choose between being Hawaiian and being a follower of Jesus. I was living in sin and calling myself a Christian at the same time.

Smury

I was a lawyer, very confident, very feminist, very dominating. I went through Hinduism, Sikism, Buddhism, and new age. I was deep into manifestation, chakras, third eye, soul ties — and I was attracting demonic. I thought my third eye was opening but I was demonically spiritual, not godly spiritual.

Ashley

I was a spiritual person who worshiped celebrities, binge drank, was promiscuous, and then traded all that for New Age healing — crystals, Reiki, law of attraction — still running in circles, still empty, still never actually healing anything.

Alex

I grew up in China never hearing the gospel, programmed to think religion was outdated and unscientific. I moved to the US, got into New Age spirituality, tarot cards, breathwork, meditation, and psychedelics — all trying to heal and fill a void of love I'd carried since childhood.

Corey

I was a 40-time convicted felon who spent 17 years incarcerated — a drug smuggler, thief, and dealer who believed I could never be good enough for God. I always had insecurities, feelings like I was never enough, and I ran from God into every kind of crime and chaos.

Steph

I was a law student raised in chaos, addicted to opioids and alcohol since 14, deep in New Age and tarot, in a violent relationship, blacklisted by my family — raising myself, convinced I could fix everything on my own, but dead inside.

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I was a Christian who had incredible encounters with God, worked in ministry, but hid behind work and battled pornography in secret — a whitewashed tomb, clean on the outside, filthy on the inside, with a heart that kept looking back at Egypt.

Muhammad

I was the most zealous Muslim in my family — beating myself, cutting my head with a sword, traveling to shrines, serving in the Revolutionary Guard — doing everything to earn God's satisfaction, but feeling further from him the harder I tried.

Alene

I was a proud, self-sufficient woman who had a baby at 16, survived two divorces, practiced Islam for seven years, then Santeria and Hinduism — trying everything to protect myself and find love, but I was just not alive.

Kirk

I was a guy who supposedly knew the Lord but was a womanizer, a drug dealer, a drunk who got court-martialed, escorted out of California by police, and eventually broke my wife's nose. I knew God but I never walked with him — I just kept making bad choices.