Smury
“I was sitting in my toilet with medicines in my hand, ready to overdose and die to find the real God — and that is the moment Jesus spoke to me audibly for the first time.”
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Before you watch
This testimony goes deep into occult, demonic encounters, soul ties, and spiritual warfare before arriving at a dramatic audible encounter with Jesus. It is heavy in supernatural content but ends in genuine freedom and calling — watch it if you or someone you love is caught in Hinduism, new age, or the occult and you want to understand what is actually happening spiritually.
What this story teaches
People who are genuinely hungry for truth will keep searching until they find it — even through dangerous territory. God seems to honour that hunger even when the search goes badly wrong, and he meets people at the end of their own resources rather than requiring them to find the right door first.
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Is today your day?
“So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”
Luke 11:9
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