Rob
“I was 13, sleeping on the floor of a one-room studio, my dad on drugs, my mom on the streets — and God showed up in a church I almost didn't walk into.”
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What they struggled with
False refuges
What this story reveals about God
Religious background
Main testimony theme
Secondary theme
How they came to faith
God accusation
Content advisory
Before you watch
This testimony moves through childhood poverty, parental drug addiction, homelessness, a mother's death by overdose, and two severe depressions — including a moment on a hotel balcony the night his mother died. What makes it worth watching is Rob's unflinching honesty about falling apart as a saved man, and the specific way Jesus showed up each time.
What this story teaches
People who grew up with no stable father often spend their lives looking for someone to show up for them — and when God does, through the most ordinary human moments, it lands with a force that nothing else can match.
How God moved
God in this testimony is a father who shows up in the valleys, not just on the mountaintops — through a stranger at an altar, a praying dad on his knees, a pastor's arm around a grieving son. He does not remove the suffering but he refuses to let Rob face it alone. He keeps rescuing the same person, again and again, without running out of patience.
The lie Rob carried
I have no sense of direction or purpose — nobody is coming for me and there is no God who sees what I'm going through.
What Jesus showed him
Rob carried a core wound of purposelessness and fatherlessness — no direction, no one to turn to, questioning whether God existed because of the relentless hardship. He believed he was on his own, that no one was coming, and that his life had no meaning or trajectory.
He is everything to me. He's my rock. He's my redeemer. He's my restorer. He is my father. He is the one who saved me, who rescued me.
Go Deeper
I want to encourage the people that are watching this to trust God through every season of your life. Trust God even after you get saved. Trust God even when things are good. Just like Abraham the Bible says he hoped against hope — I want you to hope against hope that when moments when you feel like you have no hope or life is happening all around you and things are out of your control, I want you to place your trust in him and to have hope even when it looks like you shouldn't have hope. Your faith is in him and not in the people or the things around you. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct your paths. And if you do that, you will end up exactly where God has for your life, his purpose, his plan, his destiny.
People who grew up with no stable father often spend their lives looking for someone to show up for them — and when God does, through the most ordinary human moments, it lands with a force that nothing else can match.
What you can take from this
This week, if you have been pushing pain down and calling it strength, stop and name one thing you have not let yourself grieve — and tell one person about it.
The devil was accusing me in the courtroom of heaven because of a buried sin I had hidden for years. It prevented me from having favor in my family relationships. The accusation kept its grip as long as the sin stayed hidden, and was only broken when I confessed and brought it into the light.
On the night his mother died, standing on a hotel balcony, Rob heard what he identified as Satan saying: 'Why don't you just jump? Why don't you just jump and end it all? All the pain would go away. Just jump.'
During both depressive episodes Rob isolated completely — locking himself in a room for over a year at 16, and again in his mid-30s sitting in his office staring at the wall for hours, refusing to answer calls or see people. 'The enemy backs me into a corner.'
Both parents battled drug addiction and substance abuse. Rob himself began smoking weed and drinking at 11-12 as a coping mechanism, following the same pattern. His father relapsed after his mother's death; his mother relapsed after Rob's depression.
I just felt a leading to go to the altar. And when I knelt down, I just felt the presence of God in that moment. And the older gentleman sharing with me what I had never heard before, which was the gospel. And I received Jesus that day.
I stand up and I'm like, 'No, no, that's a lie. I haven't been clean for 120 days and all of you are lying to yourself.'
He says, 'I want you to come serve in ministry with me. Let's work in youth ministry together. Come on, man. I'll pick you up for church every Sunday.' So he starts picking me up and I just start serving. And that was where I felt fulfilled. That's where I began to work my way out of the mental mess that I was in.
God worked on my heart to a point where before my dad passed away, I was able to forgive him for all the things that I thought he did or didn't do.
God, I totally surrender to you. None of — I don't want to do life my way any longer. I tried to do it my way.
Jeremiah 31:3
Rob cited this at his conversion moment — God draws with loving kindness — to explain what moved him to the altar.
Romans 8:38–39
Rob cited this to declare that nothing separated him from God's love through all his suffering.
John 3:16
Cited in the gospel invitation to viewers at the close of the testimony.
Romans 10:9–10
Cited as the basis for the salvation prayer offered to viewers.
Hebrews 5:8
Rob cited this — Jesus learned obedience through suffering — to explain why God allowed his trials.
Proverbs 3:5–6
Rob closed with 'Trust in the Lord with all your heart' as his final encouragement to viewers.
Proverbs 14:12
Rob referenced 'there is a way that seems right to a man but the end is death and destruction' contrasting with God's perfect way.
Jeremiah 1:5
Rob quoted 'I knew you before you formed in your mother's womb' to explain God's foreknowledge of his purpose.
John 13:34
Rob referenced Jesus's command to love others as he has loved you as the key to his transformation.
John 8:31
Rob cited 'if you continue in my word then you are my disciples indeed' as the call to ongoing discipleship.
Rob repeatedly fell away and returned — from depression to ministry, from grief to surrender — mirroring the prodigal's return to the father.
Rob explicitly compares his obedience in selling his business and moving to Orlando to Abraham obeying God without knowing where he was going.
Rob's repeated descents into depression and God's repeated restoration of purpose and life mirror the valley of dry bones coming to life.
Rob's sudden conversion at the altar — drawn by the Spirit with no prior faith — parallels the unexpected divine arrest of Saul on the road.
The accusation
God allowed this to happen to meWhat they said
“If all this is going on in my life, like there can't be a God. Like this is not what life is about.”
How God answered
Rob came to see that God was present in every dark moment — through his mother's arm around him, through his father praying at 5:30 AM, through pastors showing up at the right moment. 'He shows up not just in the mountaintop moments, but in the valleys.'
Resolution
Fully resolved in testimonyRob's Christian Walk
Fatherless, homeless teenager who questioned if God existed through repeated hell → man who knows God personally as father, rock, redeemer, and restorer.
Stopped smoking weed and drinking immediately after conversion at 13. Got off the streets, earned honor roll freshman year, played football and basketball. Met and married his wife. Built a business, owned a home. Forgave his father before he died. Led youth ministry, became a teaching pastor and marriage counselor. Maintained his marriage through two severe depressions.
I'm not a victim. I'm a victor today. God literally snatched me out of darkness and placed me into his marvelous light.
smoking weed and drinking alcohol — 'I stopped smoking weed after that and drinking. Like I was done after the program... I've never smoked weed after that.'
Smoking weed, drinking alcohol — 'I stopped smoking weed after that and drinking. Like I was done.' Depression at 16 and again at 34-35. 'God delivered me from depression at 16, 17 years old. God snatched me out of darkness.' Major depressive disorder. 'Every single time Jesus saved me.'
At 16, tore his ACL ending his sports dreams, then his grandmother died and he fell into severe depression for over a year. His dad relapsed, his mom relapsed. He dropped out of high school. In his 30s, both parents died within five years — his dad to cancer, his mom to a fentanyl-laced heroin overdose. He fell into major depressive disorder, could barely function as husband, father, or pastor.
It's actually a free gift. God loved you that much, just like he loved me, that he did that for you.
Teaching pastor, youth ministry leader, marriage counselor, entrepreneur, basketball coach. Recently obeyed God's call to sell his business, sell his home, and move to Orlando to step into a new assignment.
Prayer
The power of Prayer — older gentleman at the altar stood in the gap for Rob.
An older Caucasian gentleman knelt beside Rob at the altar when he was 13 and shared the gospel — the good news of Jesus and the love of God — for what Rob says was the first time he had ever heard it. Rob received Jesus that day. Later, his father — during a period of sobriety — invited him to church every Sunday and modelled prayer on his knees at 5:30 AM in his grandmother's dining room. A youth pastor friend then came to Rob's one-room studio apartment, spoke purpose over him, and picked him up for church every Sunday, drawing him into youth ministry.
Rob closes their testimony with a prayer for you.
Whatever you carry right now, you can bring it to Him. You don’t need the right words.
“Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.”
Romans 10:13
If you don’t know how → Just ask him
Pray for anyone who grew up without a father and has never been told they have a purpose — that God would show up this week in a human moment they cannot explain away.
Is today your day?
Absolutely, He will.
You don't have to figure everything out right now.
You don't need to have all the answers.
If something stirred in your heart while you were watching or reading — that's not nothing.
That is the Holy Spirit gently knocking on the door of your heart.
Stay right here. There's no rush. The Spirit doesn't pressure or hurry.
Watch another video. Read a little more. Take your time.
When you're ready — even if “ready” just means a little curious — Jesus is ready to meet you.
You don't have to clean up your life first.
You don't have to pass any test.
You only need to say a simple “yes” to Him.
He will take care of the rest.
“So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”
Luke 11:9
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