Leticia
“I asked God to reveal himself to me before I went to sleep, and the very next day my soul physically moved inside me and I experienced love that is not from this world.”
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What they struggled with
False refuges
What this story reveals about God
Religious background
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How they came to faith
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Before you watch
This testimony contains a frank description of sexually explicit demonic dreams and a post-conversion affair with a married man — content that requires some emotional readiness. What makes it worth watching is the extraordinary specificity of Leticia's encounter with God's love: she describes her soul physically moving, and the hour that followed changed everything she thought she knew about reality.
What this story teaches
People who have been burned by religion often find God anyway — not through the institution they rejected, but through a direct encounter that bypasses all their objections and speaks straight to the soul.
How God moved
God waited patiently through years of New Age searching and a painful affair, and when Leticia finally asked him to show up, he did it the very next day — gently, without confrontation, in a way perfectly suited to her fears. He met her exactly where she was, not where she thought she needed to be first.
What Jesus showed her
She carried a void from her father's absence that drove a lifelong cycle of seeking love from men — culminating in an affair with a married man — and the shame of knowing she was sinning but feeling unable to escape. The lust dream exposed exactly how the enemy had been exploiting that wound through her own thoughts and choices.
It was only through Jesus that I got to spend an hour in just a glimpse of God's presence. He met me where I was at, in the most perfect non-confrontational way for me.
Go Deeper
I just really hope and urge that people can open their minds and hearts to the possibility of that because your soul knows. We really don't have time to waste to mess about — you've got to start seeking now. If you're someone watching this and you would love to know for yourself if God is real, but you're scared of having an encounter, if you ask him, I assure you he will give you an encounter in the most perfect way for you. It wasn't scary at all. It was the most blissful, beautiful thing I have ever experienced. Having an actual relationship is so different to religion. It's completely different to having that relationship, that heart posture, experiencing the love for yourself, God talking to you directly.
People who have been burned by religion often find God anyway — not through the institution they rejected, but through a direct encounter that bypasses all their objections and speaks straight to the soul.
What you can take from this
If you have been avoiding God because you are scared of what an encounter might look like, ask him this week to show up in a way that is right for you — and pay attention to what happens in the days that follow.
In a post-conversion dream, a demon appeared as her physical type — a beautiful, muscular black man — and she was having sex with it. Then the devil himself appeared in the same form. The pleasure was overwhelming and every time she tried to push him off he heightened it. He said 'oh but it feels so good' — a thought she recognised from her affair.
After the lust dream, the shame came. She felt so dirty and was like 'how can I go to God? How is God going to forgive me?' Her mind was going crazy — 'what have I done?' The enemy used the dream to trigger condemnation and make her feel too defiled to approach God.
In multiple post-conversion dreams, a demonic entity tried to glue her mouth shut when she attempted to call on Jesus or the Holy Spirit — like Neo in The Matrix. In one dream a woman's face contorted into a demonic pig's face and trapped her in a room. In another, overwhelming darkness tried to overcome her light.
Forever in a relationship, dating someone, getting heartbroken — that cycle repeated over and over. It traced back to daddy issues and trying to get a love that was missing due to voids from childhood. This culminated in being in love with a married man — high highs and very low lows — which damaged her health and kept her deep in sin.
From childhood, New Age practices — Reiki, crystal healing, tarot, runestones, crystal meditation, journey work — gave her spiritual experiences that felt real and formed her belief that this was where truth was. This kept her from Christianity for years, shunning the Bible as control.
I've gone to bed and I'm like, God, if you're real, can you please reveal yourself to me. Like I don't want to keep going down this road if this is just a waste of time and it's not even true.
In May of last year, 2025, I gave my life to Christ and I was baptized. I got baptized with my sister in May of 2025.
I got up and I started reading Isaiah 54 and from verse 4 to the end of the chapter, it's like God was talking directly to me. The words were so alive. They were practically dancing in front of my eyes.
He's gone on to instill in me what it is to be a daughter of the most high. God is the perfect father — I kept getting the same message over and over again.
Isaiah 54:4–17
After the lust dream, she found this passage and experienced it as God's living love letter directly to her about shame, abandonment, and vindication.
Matthew 1:1
She was repeatedly directed to Matthew; opened the Bible after prayer and it fell open to the first page of Matthew.
Exodus 14:14
Her mother reminded her of this verse after a dark dream — the battle is God's, remain calm. She used it in her next spiritual attack dream.
Mark 1:1
She heard the full gospel for the first time going through the book of Mark in a Christianity Explored course.
Psalms 27:8
Implicit in her closing prayer — 'seek ye first the kingdom of heaven' referenced as a promise from the word.
Matthew 6:33
Quoted in closing prayer — 'seek ye first the kingdom of heaven and all these things will be added unto us.'
Leticia ran from the faith of her childhood into New Age, hit a low point, and was met by the Father's overwhelming love drawing her home.
Leticia's soul longed for something no relationship or New Age practice could satisfy; the encounter with God filled what nothing else could.
Her soul literally moved and came alive in the encounter — a dead spiritual state animated by direct divine contact.
After the lust dream, Isaiah 54 spoke directly to her shame, abandonment wound, and vindication — she received it as a personal love letter.
Leticia's Christian Walk
Spiritual but anti-religion New Age seeker who shunned the Bible as control → daughter of the Most High who knows her creator personally through direct encounter.
Depression and sickness lifted in the aftermath of her encounter — she realised two days later she had been lowkey depressed and it simply was not present in God's presence. She was baptised in May 2025. Her sister and cousins found Jesus through her testimony. She is free from the toxic cycle of the affair with a married man.
I haven't looked back since. I haven't doubted since. I know for a fact that God is real.
The cycle of getting heartbroken over and over in relationships, being in love with a married man — deep in sin — and the shame and depression that came with it. The spirit of lust that the devil was using to get to her through toxic thoughts and choices.
Post-conversion spiritual attacks in dreams — demonic entities appearing as her type of man, a sexually perverted spirit trying to seduce her, and a demonic pig-faced entity trapping her in a room. She also describes the enemy intensifying attacks as she grows spiritually stronger.
No matter where you are, what you've gone through, what sins you might have engaged in, your grace is sufficient for us, Lord.
Sharing her testimony publicly to help people remember God's love, reach those in lukewarm faith, and bring souls to Christ before what she sees as the end times. Her sister and cousins also came to faith through her sharing.
Prayer
The power of Prayer — Praying mother stood in the gap for Leticia.
Her mother, who had her own testimony of coming to faith, persistently encouraged Leticia to watch The Third Adam documentary series and to attend the Baptist church's Christianity Explored course. She also reminded Leticia of Exodus 14:14 after a frightening spiritual attack dream, and was present the morning after the encounter when Leticia described what had happened.
Leticia closes their testimony with a prayer for you.
Whatever you carry right now, you can bring it to Him. You don’t need the right words.
“Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.”
Romans 10:13
If you don’t know how → Just ask him
Pray for anyone who has been seeking truth in spiritual practices that cannot satisfy — that God would meet them in the gap between what they have experienced and what their soul is actually longing for.
Is today your day?
Absolutely, He will.
You don't have to figure everything out right now.
You don't need to have all the answers.
If something stirred in your heart while you were watching or reading — that's not nothing.
That is the Holy Spirit gently knocking on the door of your heart.
Stay right here. There's no rush. The Spirit doesn't pressure or hurry.
Watch another video. Read a little more. Take your time.
When you're ready — even if “ready” just means a little curious — Jesus is ready to meet you.
You don't have to clean up your life first.
You don't have to pass any test.
You only need to say a simple “yes” to Him.
He will take care of the rest.
“So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”
Luke 11:9
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