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Joel — testimonyDEEPENING FAITH

Joel

I grew up as a missionary kid who prayed a prayer at 5, surrendered my life to God at around 12, and went full-on into missions — but I was so convinced my story was going to end well that I didn't see the unforgiveness quietly destroying my marriage.

DivorceShameUnforgiveness+1
Remy — testimonyCONVERSION

Remy

I was a Nigerian Muslim girl who never heard 'I love you' at home, felt rejected by my father and by men, tried to fill the hole with weed, alcohol, parties, and even a relationship with a woman — and still woke up crying, not knowing why.

Father woundLoneliness / isolationDrug addiction+3
Trino — testimonyDEEPENING FAITH

Trino

I was an 18-year-old who had walked faithfully with God for six years, but when my brother was brutally murdered I was so overwhelmed with grief I turned to alcohol, marijuana, and crystal meth to numb the pain, and I wanted to hold an entire race accountable for the actions of one man.

Drug addictionAlcohol addictionBereavement / grief+3
Katherine — testimonyDEEPENING FAITH

Katherine

I was a pastor's daughter who went to church every Sunday, prayed, anointed my house — doing all the ritualistic religious acts — but inside I was dying with insecurities, seeking validation from boys and my career, and rooting my identity in everything except Christ.

Demonic oppressionSpiritual warfare (post-conversion)Fear / anxiety+2
Diamond — testimonyNEAR-DEATH

Diamond

I was raised Catholic but never really understood the Bible. I had preached on the streets of Louisiana, then walked away from faith when I started working offshore and hanging out with the crew, drinking. I didn't believe there was actually a hell or a heaven.

Near-death experienceSerious illness / cancerBacksliding
Justin — testimonyCONVERSION

Justin

I was selling marijuana, handling guns, breaking into cars, drinking — all before 21. I was trying to make a name for myself in the streets because just being Justin, the son of my mother and father, didn't feel like enough.

Drug addictionFather woundShame+2
Earnie — testimonyCONVERSION

Earnie

I was a big football player, class officer, chasing girls and cars — exposed to alcohol and pornography since age nine, a problem child with a guilty conscience I didn't know what to do with.

Spiritual warfare (post-conversion)Bereavement / grief
Yaya — testimonyDEEPENING FAITH

Yaya

I was a believer who had always seen in the spirit realm since childhood, but I compromised my faith, got into a relationship with a narcissist, and ended up on 14 medications, collapsing on my floor, with no presence of God when I nearly died.

Demonic oppressionSpiritual warfare (post-conversion)Serious illness / cancer+1
Patricia — testimonyDEEPENING FAITH

Patricia

I was a Catholic woman who knew God was calling me but kept making my own choices without asking him. I was fighting authority, not really communicating, not being honest with myself or others — and I kept getting more and more confused.

DivorceLoneliness / isolationShame+1
Elizabeth — testimonyDEEPENING FAITH

Elizabeth

I was a church girl all my life, but I left the church as a teenager devastated by hurt. I had it made in the eyes of the world — full scholarship, everything — but I was so lost and so alone. That's always been my battle: feeling like there was no one for me.

Loneliness / isolationSerious illness / cancerDemonic oppression
Monique — testimonyDEEPENING FAITH

Monique

I was a black Christian who saw the world through a pro-black lens, believed all white people were racist, and had been taught that systems of whiteness were the root of oppression. Race was the most important thing about me.

Father woundAngerUnforgiveness
Christine — testimonyCONVERSION

Christine

I was a foster care kid who aged out of the system with a felony, no education, and a deep belief that I was a mistake. I fled my marriage, practiced Buddhism, and sought worth in all the wrong places. I was angry, broken, and terrified — and I didn't believe God existed.

Father woundChildhood sexual abuseSelf-harm+5

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new”

2 Corinthians 5:17