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Sequoia

I was a stripper and an escort who hadn't been sober since I was 18. I felt like trash. I was angry, full of shame from childhood violation, and I thought my life had no meaning. I was being trafficked and beaten, and the only way I could do the work was to stay intoxicated.

Kevin

I was a violent, angry Iranian Muslim in Sweden — high dyslexic, dysfunctional, always in trouble. My only dream was to grow up strong enough to destroy my father. Rage was my identity and my greatest comfort. I didn't believe love existed.

Jesse

I was a very miserable, angry person. My whole life was a trauma drama. I was into the New Age for 15 years, tried everything — Sufism, Buddhism, feminism, all of it — and none of it led me to truth or life. I had so much abuse, anger, hatred, and condemnation inside me.

Ollie

I was a drug dealer, an alcoholic, a cocaine addict — sleeping with weapons by my bed, paranoid that even my own mum was working with the police. I had money, no peace, no morals, and no fear of consequences.

Sean

I was just a nasty, narcissistic person — pure hatred, pure evil. I was addicted to porn for 20 years, an alcoholic for over 10, doing every drug I could find, physically abusive to every girlfriend I had, and desperately trying to find love from all the wrong places because I didn't have my mother's or father's love.

Bree

I was a deeply spiritual person — a pranic healer, yoga teacher, channeler, astral traveler — who genuinely loved God and thought I was serving him. I'd been in the New Age for 20 years and thought I had evolved beyond dogmatic Christianity.

Victoria

I was a drug-taking, hustle-obsessed business girl running an OnlyFans porn agency, crying every day, staying awake for days on cocaine, convinced I was too far gone and unlovable — just desperately trying to finally matter.

Britney

I was looking for love in all the wrong places. I was introduced to porn at 14, became very promiscuous, danced, did webcam, cheated on partners — I was ashamed of so much. I knew about Jesus but I didn't really know Jesus.

Tomas

I was a porn actor, director, and producer — full of vanity and pride, worshipping money and my body, convinced I was better than other people. I truly thought those things made me better. I had killed every sense of morality within myself.

Steve

I was a fervent Buddhist from age six, praying eight hours a day trying to reach nirvana. I came to college in California, fell in with bad friends, started doing drugs, and ended up attempting suicide after a demonic encounter convinced me to sacrifice my life.

Chelsea

I was full of pride and false wisdom — earthly, soulish, demonic. I thought Christianity was too basic and the Bible was used to control people. I tried every religion apart from Jesus, dabbling in witchcraft, voodoo, shamanism, and ayahuasca since childhood, looking for peace and healing.

Kirk

I was a guy who supposedly knew the Lord but was a womanizer, a drug dealer, a drunk who got court-martialed, escorted out of California by police, and eventually broke my wife's nose. I knew God but I never walked with him — I just kept making bad choices.