Muhammad

“I was a devout Muslim about to commit suicide when Jesus appeared to me in a dream and I confessed every sin I had — a concept that doesn't even exist in Islam.”

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What they struggled with

Father wound Demonic oppression Suicide attempt Persecution for faith Loneliness / isolation

False refuges

Religion without relationship

What this story reveals about God

Relentless pursuit Father's heart Unconditional love Shepherd's heart Restorer

Religious background

Main testimony theme

Secondary theme

Deliverance and freedom

How they came to faith

Supernatural encounter Gradual journey

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Before you watch

This testimony contains a sustained demonic voice commanding suicide over several months, a near-suicide attempt, and frank theological critique of Islam. What makes it remarkable is the precision of the supernatural intervention — Jesus appearing in a recurring dream to a man who had been actively mocking him — and the generational ripple that followed: a whole family saved.

What this story teaches

People raised in fear-based religion often have a profound hunger for a God who actually loves them — and when they encounter that love for the first time, the contrast is so overwhelming it can overturn a lifetime of religious identity in a single night.

How God moved

Go Deeper

I will say whoever watching this — there is only one truth and the only thing I recommend to follow Jesus is for eternal life. Tomorrow we are going to eternity, we have to choose in eternity whom I'm going to follow. I always say people — which is there is no other God but one God. I will say every Muslims who are watching this, please read Quran and Bible parallel, or read Quran, and if you're convinced with all the logical thing, historically verify whether is it a reliable source, whether it is historically proven, whether it's truth. If it is not true, go on, move on, and go back to the earliest source. And if any man seeks the truth he will know who is the truth, and Jesus is the truth, Jesus is the way, Jesus is the light.

People raised in fear-based religion often have a profound hunger for a God who actually loves them — and when they encounter that love for the first time, the contrast is so overwhelming it can overturn a lifetime of religious identity in a single night.

What you can take from this

This week, if you have been relating to God primarily through fear or duty, ask him one honest question: do you actually love me? Then sit quietly and listen for what comes.

Spirit of death

The voice was very clear — my life, I know that someone is talking to me and it says that you have to commit suicide. This voice was so dominant in my life and it is trying to take me towards something which was not what I was looking for. It continued for three to four months.

Spirit of religion

Being a Muslim I was following Allah in fearful nature. The only thing in my heart was fear — there was nothing else. Allah does not care about your gratitude, Allah does not care about your love, Allah only cares that you are obedient. There is no assurance, no promise, no eternal life, no relationship.

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I told him that same time that I'm going to follow you Jesus no matter what. I'm going to follow you through this Bible.

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I Will Follow You Jesus no matter what — 2005 January.

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When I realize that somebody standing next to me and then I realize that this is Lord Jesus Christ the first thing came out from within myself was the sin. I started confessing, I started throwing out.

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My mother said I see you always crying going to the garden and I'm seeing you that always you become so much lovable, quite kind of a good kind kind guy. Then I said mother everything — I said mother I saw Jesus and I'm going to follow Jesus. My mother decided to follow the same day.

Muhammad's Christian Walk

Depression lifted immediately after the encounter with Jesus. His mother came to faith the same day he told her. His grandparents believed and were baptised before they died. His sister and whole family came to Christ. He became a lovable, kind, gentle person — his mother noticed within one week. He went from suicidal despair to a life of purpose and joy.

My proudness of being Muslim, boasting about my faith — everything started breaking down. Inside the transformation started happening.

The suicidal voice — 'the voice was so dominant in my life' commanding him to commit suicide over months — and the depression that accompanied it. Both lifted after the encounter with Jesus.

The voice telling me to commit suicide — it was so dominant in my life and trying to take me towards something I was not looking for. The depression. The fear — being a Muslim I was following Allah in fearful nature, the only thing in my heart was fear, there was nothing else. The darkness in my heart.

Prayer

The power of Prayer — Television evangelist — a one-time broadcast stood in the gap for Muhammad.

Dr. D.G.S. Dhinakaran of Jesus Calls appeared on Raj TV the evening after Muhammad's encounter with Jesus. Muhammad's mother pressed a button and the channel came on. Dhinakaran spoke about the love of God — the first time Muhammad had ever heard God described as love. This broadcast planted the intellectual and theological question that led Muhammad to reason his way toward Jesus that same evening.

Is today your day?

Yes — I'm Ready

Absolutely, He will.

You don't have to figure everything out right now.

You don't need to have all the answers.

If something stirred in your heart while you were watching or reading — that's not nothing.

That is the Holy Spirit gently knocking on the door of your heart.

Stay right here. There's no rush. The Spirit doesn't pressure or hurry.

Watch another video. Read a little more. Take your time.

When you're ready — even if “ready” just means a little curious — Jesus is ready to meet you.

You don't have to clean up your life first.

You don't have to pass any test.

You only need to say a simple “yes” to Him.

He will take care of the rest.

“So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”

Luke 11:9

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